stuff i can't keep alone

look .things change when we went our broken ways .

you'll see me with other girls and so on but ..er er nvm .

tell me who's request for us to be separated for the first and second time ?did i ask ?

i would never ask for us to break apart .

but YOU did ! 

and now you blaming me ?kan ?

you tak tahan tengok default picture FB i .

you tak tahan tengok i wall-to-wall with others .

apa lagi yang you tak tahan ?

you nak i faham diri you ,bahkan you sendiri pun keeping it yourself and tak nak bagitahu what the problem is .

cuba you bagitahu sometimes .baru orang boleh understand .

you tahu tak sakitnya hati bila you mintak break just like that .because you dah jumpa someone lagi comel + handsome + pandai + kaya and etc as you dreamt of .well keep in mind .NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT .

time i tengah trial tu you mintak break .perrghh !and for that Sejarah aku fail .thanks :)

truth is that i can't forget about you .everytime i online i mesti pergi tengok wall you .

err .damn !i miss that old time when we use to be together  :,( 

SPM trial 2011

beberapa minggu nie pegang buku plus study group @HotStation 

perrghh !nasib baik mata tak bulat .memang lha mana-nya tak study sampai pukul 3 pagi ,tidur pun tak cukup .

tapi apa lha sangat SPM once in a life time .then TAMAT zaman persekolahan :D hehe

seronoknya dapat habis sekolah .

*every weekend hangout sampai morning with Amar ,Umar ,Sara ,Fauzan :D

later on saya upload picture overnight at Kuala Lumpur .

life has changed

dah berapa hari tanpa dia and life is quite hard trying to forget about her but seriously i cant .

she will always be in my heart .

err er probably she's having the time of her life *well i don't really know ,but i think she is :) 

never thought that it will end like that .

so stressed out .yesterday you kata nak pergi berbuka dekat hotel dengan family .go laa i tak halang and tak marah moody whatsoever kan .then you dah pergi you marah-marah i pasal gambar you dekat sana .i try lah nak calm you down and pujuk .boleh pulak you sent '**** useless ! ken ?' orang dari dulu dah cakap orang tak suka bila you cakap macam tu kan .mengada nak cakap jugak .

pernah ke you fikirkan perasaan orang dekat sini ?pernah ke ?!

you mesti tanya the same question kan .

jawapan ialah YES i pernah .bukan pernah je .

every single day orang memikirkan about you perasaan you .

Straight From My Heart !

I Tak Boleh Lupakan You .

quotes

to heal the hole

who the fuck is he !

bodyguard that calls you and all ?

tak pyah nk call sngatt lha .adoii !

weyh ,take note lha yg dia dh brpnya .

nk takecare of her sngat xpayh ,nk jge dia .buad kt skola je lha  

yg kau nk call dia aftr school buad ap sial ?kau ad hati at dia ,ckap straight forward lha .

the never forget

the never ending story of this two love birds 

little sister and me

adik ! u've grown to the next stage of life :) 

be good and excellent with school so ...

..that u could be the person u dreamt of .

part of memory that will always be remembered 

till the end of world

never the less

no edition

missing this part of life -which is my mum :D

ilovemama :)      things get real hard if she not by my 

side all those advice and stress she give has a happy ending of life 

oh yehh !

trust me this is what i feel hunny  :(

The Click Five - Don't Let Me Go

this song is really sad and touchable 

its about human trafficking :( 

imported from family

ilove my family *all the best

imported from my new world

things to say but not spoken :)

lushh :)

prawn carbonara :D it taked me half-an-hour to make ..
it finally paid off to the effort i put in this masterpiece ..haha
sayang ! sdapp tk syang tngok ? :P

ride of life

the fixie :D

yeahh!

sakeett

amaran: pkailha kasut ketika mnunggang fixie anda :D

she's the right one for me

aida(my mrs right) <3

newly added

this was made for her :D

speech xreti sgatt lha :(

Assalamualaikum ,and good morning upon my fellow teachers and students .my name is ____ from class ____ .It is with great pleasure that I greet the proceedings of this drama competition of the year 2011 .this morning we will get to see various performance from our very own talented student of smk______ .as we know ,over the years there were many outstanding drama performance ,but will this year be more outstanding that the past ? i’ll think it is .

Introducing the participants ,____ from class ____ ,____ from class ____ ,____ from class ____ ,and last but not least ____ from class ____ .they will be acting a drama from a popular novel ,phantom of the opera .

First of all ,___ from class ____ will be performing the first chapter of the novel phantom of the opera .

Next will be ,____ from class ____ for the second chapter .

Then we will have ____ performing the third chapter .

Finally ,____ from class ____ .

The final performance had been perform ,now thats left is to assess the drama performance of the students and announce for this years winner .After careful consideration ,the teachers have chosen that this year’s winner will go to to _______ as for he/she had perform a combination of talent and dedication to the drama on which based on the phantom of the opera .

something special

i was hoping of giving her something like this ,okey tk ? hehex <3

its the late night

alamak! jam dh menunjuk pkul 11 mlam .esok sekolah ,sudah tntu mum i nti mara .hahax ,skema-nya .hahax ,just kiding about my mum :P actually tk kisa tdo pkul brape ,as long as my chumchum ad untk tman i .nhgee~ <3 every single night i have a great time with her .and its soo amazing .klau tdo lmbat mne pon ,esok hari msti tk ngantuk .sbb i tringat yg i had a great time every night with my chumchum .yeahh! relly love you my beby .muahhx!

chumchum and fanboy

together forever mumy <3

our first kiss

imagine this was dady and mumy .arghH!
 feel like kissing my right now .hahax ,yeahh <3 muuahhx!

yeahh! love you beby :D

hehex ,aint this cute syg ?

a deep and sweet love chumchum

to my dearest and the one i love the most <3

When I first laid eyes on you
I knew I have to make you mine
Just by your presence and smile too
Can make my gloomy day turns fine
I’m lucky that between us love grew
Perhaps it is all a blessing and a sign
That nothing can come in between us two
And our love will continue to shine
For my feelings for you run deep and true
Of love and sweetness combine.

I love you very much, let me expound
Feelings that are deep and profound
In my life, joy and happiness abound
Because a soul mate in you I found
Time will pass and tough times may pound
But my love for you will never run aground.

i'm really sorry

im really sorry for the thing that i've done in the past ,im really sory for the thing ive done last night .i didnt mean to say those things to you ,i really dont .you know that i love you with all my heart and that i will never let you go .i wouldnt never try to hurt you ,break your heart ataupun kecewakn you .i always try to make you smile and happy when im with you .you always make me smile and happy when im with you :D and I LOVE IT .your really special to me ,honest you are .your just perfect to me like always dari dulu smpai lha sekarang kte couple and till the future of our relationship syg .AIDA ,AQWA LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TILL TILL THE END OF TIME <3 and thats a promise that i will hold forever my dear .

took me a long time

uhohh ,its been a long time since i wriitten my last blog :-P been quite busy with school trying to concentrate on my study to have a bright future .balek skolah kne mndy ,then smyg then mkan pstu bru lha stdy .nmpk je cm tk busy but bgi i busy lha nehh .malam i want to spend time with my chumchum :D bcoz i really need her .she completes me ,yeahh! hehex :P anyway ,mid-year examination aren't that far away .its only 2weeks left i think ,nervous gler weyhh .err ,hrap-hrap leyh score .doakn tw spaya cemerlang .hahahax :D thanks all .

relieved

relieved-soo relieve that the march ujian had pass ,perghh .hrap2 lulus lha this time .hoping to get A's kali nehh ,klau tk punn ats grade C is enough .LOL jnji lulus lha kan untk dpat masa depan agak senang .pkir msa depan uh .hehe :P well maklum lha my sweetheart nnti spe nk bgi mkan kn ?hahaha :) ofcourse lha sya .selain dari her parents lha :D well ,nti ad mid-year test .tkott dh balek ,need to concetrate kott .lgi masa dh singkat dh ,tk silap ad lgi 208 hari left till SPM 2011 .grr ,garantee my mum kong2 gler tk ksi kuar lha or ap .err ,msuk lha kpala tnsion .haha ,tpi tkpe thun nehh saje ,abes skola cari keje n' klau good result smbung blaja :)) anyway ,cant type to long ,tusyen tonight .well thats one step of sucess right ?soo hrap syng faham k :) thanks for those whos reading this :)

isnin-selasa ♥

arrgghhh! today was soo scary facing with the four papers of terrors .haha ,its was addmath ,agama  ,ekonomi asas and sejarah :) well actually agama tk lha susah mana kn spatutnya dh suda ad dlam diri bagi yg umat islam ♥ .so no offence k to non-muslim .

                  nk thu tk .i woke up this morning feeling so tired and pnadd btol ,well ad lha sebabnya npe sya tired and pnadd sgatt ♥ it started last night lha ,tetibe je i serabott like tnsion plus emotional lha .it just came out of no where .haishh =='        before tak prnah emotional cm nehh ,just since i met her ,my whole life change ,not in a bad way tetapi i a good way ♥ hehex and i love it :) and mlam tdi my sayang call me and she tried to calm me down and make smile . 

   woww! her way of calming me was soo sweet ,it almost me made me cry .(tpi tk nanges lha ,gler ke klau laki nanges tk gentle lha en) haha LOL :P sory its just an expression .then sayang had to hang up .but i misses her soo much ♥.then i called her all the way from 1130 tll 0130 ke sayang ? iyelha kott :D we were blabbing about ourselves .haha ,it was seronok lha  .pstu my dear dh rse ngantok ,so we finished our call withh ,ehem-ehem .haha mne boleyh bgi thu secret lha .haha :P just kiding . 

         and sayang ,i just want to let you that i'll love you till the end of time ♥

try this :)

haha ,nehh mmg dh tkde story nk share ,hhaha .try saying the words in this picture :)

driving lesen

licence or lesen ,apakah itu ? perlu ke kte kne ambek lesen untk bwak knderaan ? haisshh =.= actually geram gakk coz dh banyk kali ambik ujian computer pstu asyik2 gagal pulak tuu .bila nk lulus nehhh ? the next ujian will be my fifth time ,baru je i took my fourth time on the computer ,im hoping for the fifth time it will be a complete pass .but just when i click on 'ya' my result was 40 out of 50 ,all i need was just 2 more marks so that i could pass because all you need is 42 out of 50 to be just average to have my licence done .well ,i'll try harder tomorrow or the next day .well thanks for reading (klau lha awk2 smua bce) :D 

being in love

can u belive that finally i actually found someone ? LOL actually i thought so that u didnt believe me .well let me tell you something i actually have . her name is aida (im not gonna say her full name thought) haha ,it was actually the love that yg bnyk org putih yg buad ..(its was call ) the love at first sight .its was quite romantic kott .LOL :D she was all that i needed dlam hidup sya ,other than my god(allah) n rasulullah and especially my wnderful family ofcourse .my life have change since she's part of heart and soul ...oooohh ,nape jiwang sgatt aku nehh .grr :P haha 

The Starting .

hyai

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